Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Working Girl (October 23, 2008)

My road trip was definitely one of the top highlights of my life and I took some time once I got to Raleigh to try to absorb it all and recharge and figure out my next step. Once I decided I was going to try to stay in North Carolina and make a go fot higns, I applied for several different jobs that I felt I was qualified for, that related to my major and career path in some way, and that I thought I could be good at and enjoy. Some of the jobs I interviewed for include editorial assistant at the Garner Citizen News and Times (a local publication), production assistant at Gulf Stream Communications, and PR assistant at The Rivers Agency, apparently for none of which I was qualified or the right candidate. In addition, postings for jobs in any aspect of entertainment or communication in Raleigh were few and far between.

My nice break in August was a welcome reprieve from the grueling pace of my road travels, but as September rolled around and the rejections continued, my vacation seemed to drag on to the point where sleeping in and watching TV on the couch all day actually started to wear on me and become boring. I might even go so far as to say that I wanted a reason to get up out of bed early in the morning. I wanted somewhere to go like everyone else who was working and something to do that would make me feel like a productive member of society again instead of a waste of a person hiding out in the suburbs.

By October, I was still surfing the Internet job boards, tweaking cover letters, and sending out resumes, with little or no feedback. However, I wasn't willing to give up on my dream of making it on my own out here in NC. With the holidays just around the corner and retail stores guaranteed to hire extra employees for the upcoming busy season, I decided that for now it might be a good idea to temporarily postpone my career-oriented job search and instead take a seasonal retail position to establish a local resume and start replenishing some of my road trip funds.

I applied to Blockbuster, Borders, Circuit City, Hallmark, and Marquee Cinema. I heard back almost immediately and simultaneously from Borders and Circuit City and even went on interviews for both jobs on the same day, Monday, October 20. Initially, I liked the idea of working at Borders more because, during my extended vacation, I was able to tear myself away from the TV more and more frequently to quench my renewed thirst for reading and Borders has a loan out program where employees get to borrow any book for free, like the library, but better, in my opinion, because the library tends to only have hardback books and I am not a huge fan of those. However, during my interview, I found two big negatives to working at Borders: one, the location of this particular Borders was in an odd, somewhat isolated area that didn't seem to get much heavy consumer traffic other than a short lunch and evening commuter rush and, two, the majority of the employees that I saw as I wandered around the store were in their 40s, much older than I, and I was hoping to find a job that also had the added benefit of serving as a social network where I could make friends in my new hometown.

My interview at Circuit City was much more positive. I noticed that the majority of the employees were relatively young, appearing to be my age or a bit younger, perhaps in college. I also felt more comfortable with the manager who interviewed me at Circuit City. I felt that a rapport was quickly established and that there was an easy flow of conversation as opposed to an impersonal Q&A session. The manager, Brian, must have felt the same way because after we wrapped things up, he called in his assistant manager, Vonetta, so that she could conduct a brief second interview and speed the hiring process right along. She clearly approved as well and even said as much, and Brian came back in and basically offered me the position if I wanted it. I explained that I had had another interview and wanted to weight my options rather than make an impulsive decision, but I think I pretty much knew what my answer was going to be based on my initial gut feelings regarding both jobs. I started working as a customer service associate at Circuit City 3 days later! Yay for finally having a job!


Unfortunately, that same week, news began to surface that Circuit City was in big money trouble and that it would most likely be filing for Chapter 11 bankruptcy protection in hopes of reorganizing and digging themselves out of debt. For a while there, I actually started to believe that Circuit City might make it out okay, but, well, I'll leave the rest of that story for another blog...

Sunday, February 1, 2009

North Carolina State Fair! (October 18, 2008)

There are many things that I swear I have memories of doing or going to or experiencing in my life, but I think most of them are actually memories of movies or television shows that I have seen than actual first-hand experiences. My life, education, and career have revolved around movies and TV so much that the majority of my memories are in the form of 27" screen-size images of someone else's life rather than 4x6 prints of my own real life. Sad and a little confusing the way I wrote it, but still very true.

Case in point: I would swear I have lots of seemingly tangible memories in my head of attending a fair or carnival and I'm pretty sure it is true that I have been to the Del Mar Fair at least once in my life. However, taking a moment to sort through my memories, I think my idea of a fair has mostly been shaped by a combination of scenes taken from various movies and TV shows. Not to say this is a bad thing because I think most people would say the same thing. Entertainment has a huge influence on our lives, more than we realize most days, but when I take a moment to consider this, it doesn't necessarily make me want to stop that influence altogether - I know I'd never survive total disconnection from media. It does, however, makes me more aware that I live way too much of my life vicariously through characters on soap operas and motivates me to get out there in the world and see what things like fairs are really like for myself instead of through a camera lens.

Which brings me back to my case in point once again (no more crazy tangents and soap box speeches, at least not in this blog, one can hope!): Luckily, I moved in with my cousins who do get out of the house much more often than I and are kind enough to take me with them, so I finally got to experience a state fair for the first time in a long time. Unfortunately, we chose one of the first really cold days this fall, but we braved the cold weather and the crowds on the first Saturday it was open to check out the North Carolina State Fair.
It was a fun day, full of new experiences. North Carolina and the southern states in general are big fans of fried foods and the state fair is a perfect place to exhibit this tradition to the extreme, including fried peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, fried candy bars, and fried Twinkies, to name a few.
I went for the fried Twinkie -not as scary or exciting as I had hoped. Turns out that the filling of the Twinkie melts and disappears during the frying process so you just end up with lots of breaded greasy/sweet stuff on a stick, which wasn't bad, but wasn't that great either. My cousin Billy got a fried candy bar, Milky Way, I think and he was not a fan at all. Not sure if it was too sweet or just a nasty combination, but I just remember he was sorry afterwards! I also had a corn dog, which I rarely have the opportunity to eat and perhaps that's a good thing because I was not that impressed. I also got some fried mozerella sticks and shared a funnel cake. And to wash it all down, I got some Pappy's Old Fashioned Soda Pop - rootbeer the first time around and then gingerale for the free refill on the way out. Clearly, at least for us, the fair was mostly about eating our way from beginning to end, which seems like a better idea than throwing your money away on those expensive carnival games where the reward does not equal the cost in the slightest. At least when you eat your way through, you leave satisfied with a full belly and empty wallet rather than disappointed with a dinky little stuffed animal and an empty wallet. That's my opinion anyway.

My little cousin Connor got to play a couple of the kiddie games so he could have the full exprience.
I think he won a little car or toy of some sort that wasn't age appropriate but he didn't really care about that anyway. The joys of being one! I didn't want to spend more money than necessary since I still didn't have a job at the time, but I really should have paid up and seen what an eight-legged woman looks like in real life. Oh well, I'm sure they'll have something equally awesome at next year's fair, regardless of which state I'm in!

Despite the cold, it was defintely a worthwhile experience. I even got a souvenir Mt. Olive pickle (a local NC company) sticker that smells like a real pickle, something I'll treasure for as long as the smell lasts - not sure if I want that to be a long time or not, it's a tough call!